Live Your Life

2012 and 2013 was my darkest year

i've lost the one thing that i wish i haven't

it's weird that my grey days has finally over

well not completely

but still i'm not that sad anymore

actually i'm happy

i'm having the best time of my life

just living my life

now i've got more friends, more cool chicks i know

more knowledge, more strong

i could walk a lonely road without being sorrow anymore

i'm making my life more positive

and it feels so good

so it's 2014 now,

time to time i'll try  my best to be more positive and happy in life

appreciate things that i've got now

instead of

bragging for the things i've not got

Thanks for life

Alhamdulillah

thanks to friends and family that loves me  

What went wrong?

College life is great, i start a new life there.
new friends, new environment, new personality
but..
there's still something inside me that can't move on
god dammit its been 2 fuckin years
i'm done with school life
why am i still haunted by memories..

Am i changing myself just to prove to that person i'm better now?
or am i changing for the good of my own?
i'm in denial answering that question..
i wish i could move on quickly
but it looks like i need more time and more person to meet
my will is weak,
i can move on but something is pulling me to the past
fuck i don't know .___.
i'm retarded in this..

Minzzy out

So Far Away

Too much depression,,

too many contradiction..

i feel so empty,

searching for a reason to live,

i've lost so many precious things

i've lost my mid-school best buds..

i;ve lost the person who made me feel perfect..

i've lost my hope..

too many to list all those things that i once had,

what the hell am i doing with my life..

but the saddest part is,

i once lost my two bestfriends

friends that i wish i could grow old with

thanks for the great memories guys

i'll never forget you khai and amir..

but it's time for me to go..