The Broken Past

In 2012, i've been through a lot of crap in my life,

heartbroken, broken friends, depression, paranoid,

delusion..

i feel so insecure sometimes.. and it really bums me out

the future is really exciting , but weather it's going to be

a better future or the other way around.

The truth is, i never expect heartbroken will ever come in 2012,

it's the least thing i expected,

and yet, it happened,

it wasn't easy for me to forget something that i couldn't barely forget.

But we need to move on right?

"The future is scary, but we can't just run back to the past..

yes it's tempting, but it's a mistake"

I just hope one dayi will find someone who can love me back 
just the way i love her

that's all i'm asking, just one person, not two, four, ten.. infinity

no.. just ONE..

The mistakes i've made in 2012 are lesson to me

and i know what my mistakes are,

and i will fix it.

this is the part when i say

"i'm starting new life now, no more same mistake, 

no more broken

no more fall, all i will do is stand up and build up my pride!"