What went wrong?

College life is great, i start a new life there.
new friends, new environment, new personality
but..
there's still something inside me that can't move on
god dammit its been 2 fuckin years
i'm done with school life
why am i still haunted by memories..

Am i changing myself just to prove to that person i'm better now?
or am i changing for the good of my own?
i'm in denial answering that question..
i wish i could move on quickly
but it looks like i need more time and more person to meet
my will is weak,
i can move on but something is pulling me to the past
fuck i don't know .___.
i'm retarded in this..

Minzzy out

So Far Away

Too much depression,,

too many contradiction..

i feel so empty,

searching for a reason to live,

i've lost so many precious things

i've lost my mid-school best buds..

i;ve lost the person who made me feel perfect..

i've lost my hope..

too many to list all those things that i once had,

what the hell am i doing with my life..

but the saddest part is,

i once lost my two bestfriends

friends that i wish i could grow old with

thanks for the great memories guys

i'll never forget you khai and amir..

but it's time for me to go..

Pieces

I never chose to lived this way,

i never chose to be this way..

it's tough when you learned your lesson in life

from the hard way

it's hard to forget what you've been through

what you've done

what you've lose..

we can't win all the time,

that's just life,

when you're up, one day you'll fall

i once red a random quote from a website

it said 

"we can do anything, but not everything"

it sucks that we have to make a choice,

and that choice must be the correct one

weather we know it or not..

i made a bad choice once,

and i hope to god that i'll never made that kinda

choice again,

because that'll be the last thing i want to feel again

getting hurt,

If you want to follow your heart, 

make sure you take your brain with you,

because heart always fuck things up