Surviving Alone

Sometimes i wish i was born

with full of luck

its not that i don't appreciate the things

i have now, NO

it's just that, it sucks to be alone,

surviving in this world alone

i just wish that, i have a special person

that i can talk with, someone who can really

cheers me up, getting my hopes back up

It drives me crazy in this depression 

i'm not desperate on having someone to love

no, its just that i missed being love that's all,

you know that feeling when you have no one

and you watch all of your friends

have someone to talk with

someone they can be secure with?

yeahh that's what i feel right now

I'm not bragging that i'm a loner son of a bitch,

I'm not desperate to be loved,

i'm just a boy

who needs someone that can fully

take care of my spirits and hopes

I just want to share my problems with someone

and that someone can cheers me up

that's all...'

Complication In Conflict

Love,

it needs time

Trust,

it needs to be earn

Life,

it needs to be happy.

i don't know what's going on with me

a couple of days ago,

i don't know weather i'm really in love .__.

or just another feelings that come and go

the last time that i'm in love

i was hurt after a few months later

now, am i ready to get back in the love game?

i don't know weather what i'm doing now

is right or wrong,

is this the right time to fell in love?

FUCK i hate this -,-

i just want to have an  amazing adventure! =__=

fun fun fun fun~

that's all,

I just hate conflict t-,-

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