Okey first thing i wanna say is
i have trouble in getting to sleep,
and mostly in the middle of the night,
i start to over thinking,
i think about,
life, family, love, and sometimes friends
the thing that bothers me mostly is,
i don't know, maybe,
its just because i'd never felt the real love
you know, the true one?
not some teenage puppy love.
NO, i'm talking about the real one..
Maybe i'm just tired of break ups,
bullshit puppy love, friends with benefits,
maybe i'm not into those things
maybe i'm just the type of guy,
who wants to be with one girl..
i don't know if that's unusual for guys to be,
as you know.. guys should
have fun, meet girls there and that somewhere
i know, usually guys are like that,
and now, i'm kinda thinking,
why the fuck am i not a guy -,-
i mean, every time i wanna be loyal
with someone, they always
broke my heart =___=
i kept on going and going
still i end up broken
is it my fault?
or is it just another lesson
that i need to learn?
nahh i don't know..
Well, i hope i'll meet her one day
the one that i can be loyal with
the one i can be comfortable with
the one who'll understand me,
I pray, that i'll meet her someday :)
Minzzy, signing out~