Life is sweet

We're all fighting for a chance to live,

fighting for something we want to achieve,

something worth for us to live with,

even thought if its a burden..

I missed the things that i used to had

being a non-smoker,

being a kid and never wish to be an adult,

relationships..

its funny that when we grew up,

we have to think all those things,

like, politics, responsibility, love,

survival, news, safety,

and all other bullshit that

we need to take precocious

i used to achieve something real,

well at least i thought it was real..

and when i lost that thing,

i felt, empty

felt like,"what a waste,

i'm like a piece of fuck, ass cunt god damn

pathetic bastard"

i felt down for so long

and it took months to moved on

and getting me back up high..

and i'm proud of myself now

because, i can hold on to what i haven't got,

sometimes we watch the sky,

trying to forget the past,

and we realize that, without the past

we won't learn anything, and we can't

make the best move for our future,

that's why old people said

"history is important, because 

we don't want to repeat what's already

happened in the past"

so, i took all the bitter past that i've

been through, and remind myself not to do the same

mistake just like from the past,

so i could create a sweeter future in life.

Inner peace ya'll