We're all fighting for a chance to live,
fighting for something we want to achieve,
something worth for us to live with,
even thought if its a burden..
I missed the things that i used to had
being a non-smoker,
being a kid and never wish to be an adult,
its funny that when we grew up,
we have to think all those things,
like, politics, responsibility, love,
survival, news, safety,
and all other bullshit that
we need to take precocious
i used to achieve something real,
well at least i thought it was real..
and when i lost that thing,
i felt, empty
felt like,"what a waste,
i'm like a piece of fuck, ass cunt god damn
i felt down for so long
and it took months to moved on
and getting me back up high..
and i'm proud of myself now
because, i can hold on to what i haven't got,
sometimes we watch the sky,
trying to forget the past,
and we realize that, without the past
we won't learn anything, and we can't
make the best move for our future,
that's why old people said
"history is important, because
we don't want to repeat what's already
happened in the past"
so, i took all the bitter past that i've
been through, and remind myself not to do the same
mistake just like from the past,
so i could create a sweeter future in life.
Inner peace ya'll